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HEYY THERE I SORT OF MISS THIS THING lifes good waitin to get a car summa is comin soon so i am officially happy i think im back to myself again i love u all
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Wednesday, March 16th, 2005
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Thursday, September 2nd, 2004
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Leave a comment with your name if you want to know what I really think of you, and I’ll reply and tell you.
No lies, all honesty.
Post it in your journal after I do yours so I can see the reverse.
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Monday, August 30th, 2004
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i got some good ass seats, best CONCERT EVA!!! KANYE WAS TIGHT AS HELL, big boy was sittin 2 rows away from me hes not da big in person hes skinnier in person lol and bow wow was some feet away from me when usher wasnt on stage i would just stare at him hahaha CHRISTINA MILIAN WAS ALRIGHT her hair looked cute haha OMG BUT USHER DAMN FUCK DAT SHIT WAS GOOD he fuckn practically did this girl on stage no fuckn fair he fuckn kissed her!!! and then they went backstage together fuckn bitch im jealous!! lol lots of seksi guys too!!! my throat hurts!!!! BEST NIGHT!! IN A LONG TIME!!! o and some other guy i saw him but i forget was his name was lol somethin walker ya dat guy lol
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Saturday, August 7th, 2004
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ITS MY B-DAY!!!!!!! 8/8/88 BIATCH!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEE!!!
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Thursday, July 15th, 2004
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AUGUST 30TH!!!!!!!!!! MY LIFE IS OFFICIALLY COMPLETE!!!!!!!!!! HAHA I KNOW IM A LOSER!!!!
im gonna have a heart attack
♥USHER♥
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hahh hey u guys!!!
i feel like updatin cuz right now im am actually in a realyl good mood!!! i have been dpressed da past couple days lol but i actually got out tonight so i fuckn HAPPY!! lol n i tohught about sometihn n im relaly glad w/ da decision!!! lol i can get on w/ my life!! lol good shitt!! EVEN tohugh i barely talked to anyone tonight (felt weird dont know y) lol i still had a good time!!! SALLYS DA BESTTTTT!!!!!! hahaha my mom gone tomrrow night good times!!! lol
o ya no summa school tormnrwo for me since i didnt study for shit haha FUCK SCHOOL!
alright bye ppl!!!!!!
love♥paria-group of angels lol
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i feel like i might be turnin into somethin i dotn want to be turnin into!!!
i hope i dont turn out liek that
ps. i have a feelin that my summer is gonna get BETTA pretty SOON!
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Thursday, June 24th, 2004
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today good day
*** someone needs to get nato ut of the prison
*** half a book i need ot finish n like 6 more videos n i get my permit hahaha
*** daddy bought me shiznit at da mall today!!!
*** saw this boy im gonna rape lol
***saw my cuzins which was random
*** saw nats hollister bf n i swear he called me a bitch when i was sayin bye to him lol mayb i was just hearing shit i dont knoe lol
*** IM HOME YAY!
*** i tihnk im goin to san francisco for 4th of july
*** I HONESTLY LOVE THIS FEELIN
*** i think im bored w/ my hair lol no i wont dye it or it will start like fallin out lol
PLANS FOR TOMRROW
****wake up
**** go to drivers ed
****go treat myself to a manicure and pedicure cuz im cool
**** do sometihn awesome at night
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Wednesday, June 23rd, 2004
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IM GOIN BACK TO MY HOUSE TOMRROW IT SMELLS LIKE PAINT THERE W/E
IM ALL FUCKED UP IN MY HEAD LOL
MY BEST FRIEND NEEDS TO GET OUT OF THAT PRISON N COME BACK
ur alll fuckers lol thanks n have a good day
n I AM LIKE SO FUCKN BORED W/ MY LIFE RIGHT NOW WELL WILL SOMETHIN EXCITIN HAPPEN
today the fuckn chinese man got like an 8 dollar tip asshole!!!!!!!
n again u all r fuckers
VI VU ....... IS ASIAN!!!
dats all
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who knows anymore!!!!! i dont!!! I HAVE NO IDEA WAT I WANT TO HAPPEN THIS SUMMER N WAT I DONT WANT TO HAPPEN THIS SUMMER i havent even really realized its even fuckn summer yet... i feelll???? confused??? no not just that somethin w/ that i really dont know, n i still find myself thinkin aobut ya it will go away sooner or later, n i might have fucked somethin up n never know how it would be if i made another decision its all good though no thats disgustin nvm lol
im really just talkin out of my ass right now only i will understand all this shit i just wrote if u understood it wow ur amazin lol
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hey wat up,
well my bestest friend just left me for like da whole summer how sad :( its gonna be odd now hm....
* n a certain thing really gives me this digustin feelin inside lol im serious
n summers been OK i didnt get to do exactley wat i wanted to do, but ill have all summer for that... yup yup
FUN TIMES FUN TIMES
♥paria
P.S. im leavin tonight to stay w/ my dad for awhile!!! yay!! good stuff so ppls can call my cell but i really dont hqave service out there but u can leave a message kk
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Wednesday, June 16th, 2004
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hahah damn things r great i dont know todayi just had one chill ass day!!! man it didnt even feel like school today, good times good times, damn n only one more day of school then SUMMER bitch.
things r really good right now im scared somethin really bads gonna happen n ruin it all
n tomrrow im gonna get to beverly center some how!!!!! ill take da bus by myself or soemthin!!! hahha
fri tryin to get to da beach w/ a whole mess of ppl, then partyin
sat im goin to my cuzins party then comin home n partyin lol u know then who knows about the rest of summer except summer school but screw it!!!!
N UR GONE AWAY OUT OF MIND n u know wat? I LUV IT!!!!
EVERYTHING PRACTICALLY PERFECT FOR SUMMER, N IM GETTIN MY PERMIT BY THEN END OF JUNE!!! :)
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2 day was a good day it felt perfect or somethin! :)
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| Subject: | heyy |
| Time: | 1:05 pm. |
| Mood: |  devious. | | Music: | usher- burn~i will luv it forever. |
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this weekend
~slept all nighttttt
~went to da beach w/ nat fun times fun times....... da octupus slapped her ass
~ we almost got stranded in santa monica
~me n nat colored our hair i dont know if i like it but i think tomorrow im gonna go get it deep conditioned and a trim
~we went to jessies n hung out watched da scary parts of da ring lol
~i had a "moment" watchin usher on SNL lol
~ nat left sittin here figurin out wat im gonna do today since i odnt have to study for my calligraphy final that i have tomrrow, i might go to da mall n exchange a shirt n also clean n shit
*****~ next weekend dads house!!! party time!!! i think im gonna stay there for a while..... summer starts in exactley 4 days!!!!!! yay
*****~ summer school in 3 weeks gay!
******~my birthday in less than 2 months bitch!!
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| Subject: | FUCK IT!!! |
| Time: | 8:40 pm. |
| Mood: |  uncomfortable. | | Music: | i dont want to be here!!!!!! someone pick me up pleez!!. |
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FUCK HIM!!!! GET DA FUCK OUT, FUCK HER!!!! UR DA BITCH
i dont give ashit if im givin anyone attitude if im not happy im not gonna act happy n im not happy cuz of u so im gonna give u fuckn attiTUDE, if u take his side fine then FUCK U i odnt need that bullshit, i really dont give a shit we were never close. goodbye to this fuckn life its all different
IM GONNA HAVE A TALK W/ MY DAD I REALLY WANT TO LIVE W/ HIM I CANT TAKE THIS!!!
tear* tear*
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well my weekened was actually pretty fuckn good
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today da field trip was gay NO BEACH!!! WTF THATS DA ONLY REASON WE ALL WENT but i missed all my classes it all good n i met new ppl so its all good lol
damn those SEKSI EYES!
well im goi nto my dads this wekend for some specific reason which means I CAN GO OUT YAY!!!
FRI- PARTY W/ DANIELLE hopefully
SAT- drivers ed for most of da day then gonna do my hair then at night dont know
SUN- swim n hw lol
good smiles today :)
this weekend is gonna be good i feel it
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Wednesday, June 2nd, 2004
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all SHE wanted x (10:43 PM): dam paria u just cant be single for one momment ahha
all SHE wanted x (10:43 PM): ppimpin them hoes. i mean boys
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now for a more serious subject OK TONIGHT I REALIZE WAT ALCOHOL CAN REALLY DO U N RUIN UR LIFE!!! if any of my friends eva become alcoholics im sorry to say this but i wont be there to help u, cuz ive watched this man that i use to look up to he use to be so wise and intelligent i never ot to sit down and have a really good convo w/ him about just anythin cuz i was to young before he became and alcoholic n now i watch him killin himself slowly i cant even say hi to him anymore it hurts i try to talk to him his speech is slurred n digustin its awful
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yay! everythings goin swell n im so excited for summer u dont understand parties yay!! guys yay!! me n my girls yay!!! my birthday yay!!!!!! PERFECT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its all so normal and good that its scaRY DONT U THINK?
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